I’ll be honest. Porn free is something I’ve tried before. Undoubtedly noticed the benefits of this within two weeks.
I am coming off a recent relapse in an attempt at redirecting my energy back to real women.
I think I’ve had a recent revelation… Tinder, bumble and whatever other dating apps that I honestly have somewhat decent success at has crippled me in the same way porn has.
Typing in what I’d like, scrolling and wasting energy on “potential connections”.
It never fails, when I do meet a woman organically, the connection usually lasts longer. But I’m now socially crippled and having anxiety about meeting and talking to new women and people in the wild.
Swiping on my phone instead of looking at the women in the bar next to me or regretting not talking to that cute cashier once i leave the store knowing I may never see her again. This is bullshit. It has been my reality for a few years.
My phone while connecting me to instant gratification nullifies my ability to connect with the world around me and manifest the reality I plant digital seeds for.
My anxiety is through the roof saying this but I need to focus on my weakness to alleviate that and grow as a man. Porn and swiping didn’t used to be the norm. Reverting to that will help me have out come independence and not be worried of rejection. In theory.
No solid point to this post, just getting this off my chest.